i feel completely out of control, life is crashing around me.

my sister expects me to solve all of her problems.

sam expects me to help him solve all of his problems.

i can’t solve any of my own problems. i can’t keep a job because of my own emotional issues.

two nights in a row now i’ve felt like my emotions were completely out of my control and overtaking me. like i’m going to physically explode. i haven’t felt like this in years.

maybe it’s because i stopped drinking. it’s been four days.